But I swear I am melting. OMGosh, it is so muggy and hot. 94 degrees on my deck. I don't like to curse, but this is my blog, right? Like a diary, my own personal thoughts? It's ok here, right? Well here goes.. Fuck Mother Nature. I hate her. I have had it. Enough is enough already.

I visited with my friend today. I swear she has lost 30 pounds in the last 3 months at least. She is so tiny. I think I have gained everything she lost. LOL It is so nice to call or stop by her house and have her answer the phone or door. Gosh, I have missed her so very much. And, I am so sad that she is leaving in two days for who knows how long. I honestly don't think she will ever come back for good. She says she feels "suffocated" in this town. I am not sure I understand that, but I wish I could make it better for her. And, I feel torn because we are friends with her husband too and I really sympathize with him. The poor guy can' t seem to win for losing. What a screwed up situation.

My kids are picking at each other like mad today. I am about to pull my hair out. I think the heat is getting to them as well. I find myself wondering if they will ever get along or like each other. LOL How long do I need to wait for that to happen? Any ideas?

A lady called me today inquiring about daycare. She is due in two weeks. So, if I take her baby on, come November I will have a two year old, a three year old, my newborn, and this baby. Then, after school will be three six year olds and an eight year old added to the mix. Oh, I don't know if I will be up for that. I guess it doesn't hurt to interview with her, but I am doubting that I will do it. I would really love just to do an after school program. That way, I would still have my days free. Something to think about, anyway.

Well, this was surely an upbeat blog entry, huh? Will anyone read after today?

Later! :)